i want to cry
why is it so shameful for a man to cry in our society ?
i do want to cry as hard as i can , i feel depressed and stressed to the limit .
i feel like a kid who is left home alone in the dark .
or like a mute blind deaf person who can’t communicate or tell the world what the hell is wrong with him .
i want to cry!
faking a laugh
today i was hanging out with friends and i literally couldn’t just laugh from my heart about anything .. i was faking laughs just for the sake of not looking silly .
they weren’t dull or boring and the things we were saying were really funny ,but i just couldn’t laugh /
i wonder if this is just another thing that is dying in me.
i’m tired
mentally and physically tired.. i feel that i ran out of power … or well.
keeping the faith
i’ve just finished watching keeping the faith movie ..
i watched it because i like Edward Norton and Jenna Elfman really looked cute in this movie - i like short hair girls 
after watching it …it makes me wonder .. is it that hard to get friends who truly understand you?
there is an old Arab saying that “there is 3 impossible things ,the phoenix , the boggy man and a loyal friend”
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