If only I could put in words how much I hate her right now.
If only I could put in words how much I hate him right now.

I might use the word ‘hate’ to express my dislike in general, but I don’t usually mean it in the literal sense. However, this time I mean it; I mean it in every possible way. Call me bitter, call me a child, call me a bitch. I don’t care.

Hatred is a wasted emotion, but I can’t help but feel this way.

I want to cry.
I want to scream.
I want to laugh.

I want peace of mind.

What’s going to happen now?!  read more »

Doing what I do best, which is slacking around doing absolutely nothing and catching up on new releases, I happened to stumbled across Laura Marling, a 17 year old singer/songwriter from England. I read she was actually denied access to her own EP launch because she’s underage; she ended up performing outside the venue!  read more »

This is unbelievable!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m sick, AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve got the bloody flu, AGAIN!!! I’m stuck in my room with nothing to do, AGAIN!!!!!! Seriously, what the hell is wrong! My immune system hates me.

On a lighter note,my friend J introduced me to Yelle’s music, and he sent me a video of ‘A Cause Des Garçons - Remix’. I can’t stop listening to it! Plus, the video’s quite addictive; the dance is called Tecktonik and I love it! It looks so, so…weird, and I like weird ;) I’ve attempted to learn it, but let’s just say, being fuzzed up on medication, dancing like a loon and trying to stay balanced is one hell of a feat!  read more »

And I’m already losing sleep over him.

What happened to me? What happened to the girl who said she’ll focus on her academics? What happened to “Miss I’ll Stay Single, Thank-you-very-much!”?? What happened?!! This is so frustrating! FRUSTRATING!!

5:45pm: Rushing out the door, laptop in one hand, bag crammed with laptop charger/cell phone/iPod/iPod cable/wallet in the other.

5:50: Reach Susu’s house.

6:10: Dancing in Susu’s room to ‘Relax, Take it Easy’ by Mika.

6:30: In the Diwaniya trying to connect my laptop to the internet (Susu, your internet hates me).

6:35: Typing out remainder of my ‘Measure for Measure’ assignment

7:15-ish: Chika and Enigma arrive

7:30+: FUN, FUN, FUN!!!!!!

My camera decided that it wouldn’t charge, so I couldn’t take any photos, but Chika did a fantastic job, check out her post.

Observations:  read more »

To think that I was supposed to be in Dubai this very second, this very moment. I hate how things have turned out, hate, hate, hate. All my planning, all my excitement…everything shattered.

I’m not being dramatic.

And to everyone who doesn’t understand, I don’t care. Turns out nobody understood how important this was to me - not even those closest to me.

I’ve stopped believing in, “Good things will come to those who wait, ” and “everything happens for a reason.” I’ve been disappointed one too many times to believe; I’ve lost all forms of hope.  read more »

I was shocked to see this news at Wael Abbas. For several days now I wondered who will have the power to translate this atrocity. Especially while viewing the horrible crimes committed on the body of the, now deceased, 12 year old.

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