I loved You
Dust and Dreams - Thu, 2007-11-15 21:49 By Wild at Heart
May I in this eternal darkness of mine eventually find peace.
May I in this eternal darkness of mine eventually find peace.
Candle in the Dark
Dust and Dreams - Thu, 2007-11-15 21:48 By Wild at Heart
I'm shining like a candle in the dark...when you tell me that you love me !
I'm shining like a candle in the dark...when you tell me that you love me !
أريد أن أختار ولكن…
The Eyewitness - Sun, 2007-11-11 00:57 By The Eyewitness
أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أختار صورة رسمتها بخيالي أكثر مني أختار واقع عشته بذاتي… أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أرفض أن أسير نحو المزيد معك… أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أكون عبداً لجروح لا أدركها أكثر مني حراً بنعمتك… أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أُميت باختياري من أجله مت أنت… أريد أن أختار ولكن [...]
أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أختار صورة رسمتها بخيالي أكثر مني أختار واقع عشته بذاتي… أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أرفض أن أسير نحو المزيد معك… أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أكون عبداً لجروح لا أدركها أكثر مني حراً بنعمتك… أريد أن أختار ولكن أخشى أن أُميت باختياري من أجله مت أنت… أريد أن أختار ولكن [...]
My Birthday Resolutions...
Dust and Dreams - Fri, 2007-10-19 00:41 By Wild at Heart
On my birthday I vow that I:
On my birthday I vow that I:
- will look upon the face of God every day.
- will not spend hours on end at the pc and forget that I have a life.
- will live this life to the fullest!
- will be kind, because everyone I meet is fighting a hard battle.
- will keep finding out the purpose of my life, and carry it out.
- will give more time to my family and friends...tell them that I love them.
Sounds simplistic, I know, but I'm really just a Child at Heart.
Is this Love?
Dust and Dreams - Sun, 2007-10-14 20:44 By Wild at Heart
Dear, dear reader,
He came along to our house with his brother and mother. I had known he is handsome, but when I first saw him, I was quite disappointed: he had this line of moustache – a moustache, in the 21st century! – and his haircut was quite, quite old-fashioned. Not the guy for me, I thought, he looks so naïve, so innocent, kham as we say in Arabic. He did, however, give me a sly smile over his cup of tea. His brother looked promising with his tiny, sparkling black eyes and matching wavy black hair. A good match for my sister. They would probably have pretty babies if this marriage gets done. My sister was thrilled, read more »
Dear, dear reader,
He came along to our house with his brother and mother. I had known he is handsome, but when I first saw him, I was quite disappointed: he had this line of moustache – a moustache, in the 21st century! – and his haircut was quite, quite old-fashioned. Not the guy for me, I thought, he looks so naïve, so innocent, kham as we say in Arabic. He did, however, give me a sly smile over his cup of tea. His brother looked promising with his tiny, sparkling black eyes and matching wavy black hair. A good match for my sister. They would probably have pretty babies if this marriage gets done. My sister was thrilled, read more »
Departure
Dust and Dreams - Sun, 2007-07-22 02:19 By Wild at Heart
He said he was leaving...and her heart sank deep in her chest.
She blushed as she thought of grabbing his arm and telling him to stay just a little more so she can tell him...
What did she want to tell him?
Some moments are so overwhelming that any words uttered would be meaningless.
He moved towards the door in heavy steps, then he turned to look at her and only her, and repeated "Goodbye."
She was loking at him, motionless. read more »
He said he was leaving...and her heart sank deep in her chest.
She blushed as she thought of grabbing his arm and telling him to stay just a little more so she can tell him...
What did she want to tell him?
Some moments are so overwhelming that any words uttered would be meaningless.
He moved towards the door in heavy steps, then he turned to look at her and only her, and repeated "Goodbye."
She was loking at him, motionless. read more »
Linger
Dust and Dreams - Sun, 2007-07-22 02:17 By Wild at Heart
She knew she would not be able to resist for long.
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She knew she would not be able to resist for long.
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Love & marriage
Walk like an Egyptian - Thu, 2007-06-21 02:12 By
When I was younger I always observed married couples and wondered how people can be blind when it comes to marriage. I often saw good looking girls married to ugly, fat guys(usually with horn rimmed glasses and bald heads) or handsome guys walking proudly down the street with very ugly girls. It irritated me until I finally found my own theory for the marriage mystery.
First, I had to classify people into two categories:
1- The cool guys and girls.
2- The nerd guys and girls.
The Story starts here,(School years):
The cool guys hang out with cool girls, have fun, party every night, very social and everybody loves them. Simply the popular school stars. read more »
When I was younger I always observed married couples and wondered how people can be blind when it comes to marriage. I often saw good looking girls married to ugly, fat guys(usually with horn rimmed glasses and bald heads) or handsome guys walking proudly down the street with very ugly girls. It irritated me until I finally found my own theory for the marriage mystery.
First, I had to classify people into two categories:
1- The cool guys and girls.
2- The nerd guys and girls.
The Story starts here,(School years):
The cool guys hang out with cool girls, have fun, party every night, very social and everybody loves them. Simply the popular school stars. read more »
Expectations
monsoon - Wed, 2006-12-27 11:38 By
I spoke to a friend yesterday and he said
" There is nothing wrong if a male friend and a female friend act according to their whims. If they will be both satisfied, I don't see a reason why they should hold it back"
Well... I thought, when I share myself with someone and leave no space for expectations, something dies in me... but then, what expectations are there, if any?
I spoke to a friend yesterday and he said
" There is nothing wrong if a male friend and a female friend act according to their whims. If they will be both satisfied, I don't see a reason why they should hold it back"
Well... I thought, when I share myself with someone and leave no space for expectations, something dies in me... but then, what expectations are there, if any?
There was little I could do
monsoon - Mon, 2006-12-25 09:38 By
I ate my food between massacres.
The shadow of murder lay upon my sleep.
And when I loved, I loved with indifference.
I looked upon nature with impatience.
So the time passed away
Which on earth was given me. (Bertolt Brecht)
I don't seem to be enjoying anything. A feeling of indifference again which seems to never end. It is no longer a stage, it is a continous feeling that doesnt leave me. I can think of nothing that can give me enjoyment.
All the news seem to add to this feeling, one hears of mass tortures, massacres, imprisonments, children thrown on train tracks ... read more »
I ate my food between massacres.
The shadow of murder lay upon my sleep.
And when I loved, I loved with indifference.
I looked upon nature with impatience.
So the time passed away
Which on earth was given me. (Bertolt Brecht)
I don't seem to be enjoying anything. A feeling of indifference again which seems to never end. It is no longer a stage, it is a continous feeling that doesnt leave me. I can think of nothing that can give me enjoyment.
All the news seem to add to this feeling, one hears of mass tortures, massacres, imprisonments, children thrown on train tracks ... read more »
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