Fairuz : Habytalk Bisayf
This song to my beloved one….
The Lust of Hearts.
"Love without courage and wisdom is sentimentality, as with the ordinary church member. Courage without love and wisdom is foolhardiness, as with the ordinary soldier. Wisdom without love and courage is cowardice, as with the ordinary intellectual. But the one who has love, courage and wisdom moves the world."
Relief
It was a terrible moment to receive a letter (not a love letter) from the one I love, and such relief to allow myself to love again for a bit.
sweetie …I love you
There’s nothing I enjoy more than seeing you laugh..
There’s nothing I’d want more than see you a great faithful adult..
There’s nothing I need more than your do3a2 when i get older or pass away..
My sweetie…I Love You little Jojo
Happy five years…and all years to come. read more »
Once 'n' for all...
Almost 6 hours ago
It started...it's definitely the day to decide...it's now or never.
I am confused...at a loss as to whether I divulge my identity to her or not. My mind kept playing its old mean tricks on me...it capitalized on my weaknesses and fears. It utilized the meanest illusions and worst fearful scenarios and consequences; in one of them I got scandalized...and then I was about to get fired...or severely rebuked...it kept going on squirting the most poisonous compounds of chemical illusions...
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The court of my conscience.
It's marvelous how I keep uncovering facts about myself and and answers as to what and why some things happen in my life and why I seemingly react (to) or do them in such an automatic mindless way. All you have to do is just tune in to yourself and ask yourself a lot of bold & daring questions, but remember that when asking yourself you gotta have the right tone...the one that's not shaking. The one of an investigator; a caring and warm investigator. Like a loving father when inquiring his son whilst trying to hide his worry and fear at the same time.
No matter how silly, untrue, illogical or weakly-founded it is, I'll still provide it to my God...my self and inexplicably and strangely I would normally accept it as an excuse. read more »
The Lost Member of The Missing Band --Reasons or Justifications?
"I am talented at foolishness."Ahmed Foad Nigm.
Egyptian poet.
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Coherently, my love life.
To N, who might not enjoy reading this.
Like almost all the girls I knew, I fell for the seemingly "fixable".
I always thought that the best thing to do to a person is help them be the person they always wanted to become.
And I fell for a man who wanted to be someone else, but never really wanted to go on in becoming that person.
He liked himself better as is. And I couldn't understand that.
And I pushed, and he pulled.
And I found in Kundera's books better rationales for his betrayal. And I forgave him, and my best friend for making out when we had problems.
And then, I couldn't find myself again. In the street, I was without him. In my room, I was without him. In my balcony, I was without. read more »
:)
Triggering thought:
Butterflies don't have a mouth.
Happy thought:
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows' release is tomorrow
And I am:
Hmmmm!!!!
I wrote this sometime in late May
but first, i'd like to appologize for the delayed absence for those who cared enough to ask, and also appologize for not replying to their comments
so this is what i wrote back in may
Shokeir told me there must be something that’s worth writing about for you, something that grabs your attention enough for you to contemplate and come up with a conclusion about or at least an opinion (that was his answer when i told him i haven't been inspired lately)
The weird thing is that I don’t, and haven’t had in over a month now
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المرأة حرة : و ماله /Free Women: So What ?
المرأة حرة : و ماله /Free Women: So What ?
This 3rd Cell Phone video addresses women’s rights issues: freedom of faith, way of life, dress.. Muslim? Great. Christian? Perfect. Jewish? Shalom. Veil? Why not. Niqab (1) ? Be my guest. No Niqab? Your choice. Atheist? Whatever. You’re ready to die for God? It’s your life. You would die for Adel Emam? Who wouldn’t…
Ahmad Sherif / Ahmadsherif
الحب : وماله ؟ / Love : so what ?
الحب : وماله ؟ / Love : so what ?
This spot is the first of a collection of cell phone movies designed to be exchanged… on cell phones.
ZAMALEK KICKS AHLY ASS!!
So my soccer team Zamalek won its first derby match in 3 years!! I am dancing on the sofa right now :D
The Pearl of the Mediterranean
It's beauty, it's culture, it's history, it's where Antony and Cleopatra fell inlove, it's home and it's where I will always run when I feel like there is no place for me in this world. It's Alexandria
The Tender Trap
Whether it's by amplifying the truth/reality
Whether it's by accepting stuff that you wouldn't normally put up with
whether it's putting a special ringtone for them or going out of your way to please them
we all fall for that trap at somepoint in our lives
Should i remain the only sane one out of the bunch? or should i wise up and join the crowd?
why do we pretend that being on our own isn't getting to us? IS IT? Sometimes it does.
Am i really that sane? Rather than a commitment phobe / ingrateful prick? someone with issues, some serious baggage? i don't feel like i have baggage, not very heavy ones at least.
whether it's making a fool of yourself infront of a total stranger, or worse (a close friend) read more »
Sirius Black
Yea, I been checking out harry potter and the deathly hallows spoilers for an hour or so. I hate JK Rowling, seriously. First she KILLED Sirius, that I can never forgive, and then there is this awful hinting that keeps me thinking and I just feel like killing her. I never searched Sirius on wikipedia and I thought I would. Here are some intersting stuff about his name.
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