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Sacrificed .... sanctified

So much like cause and effect .... few days after burning my shrine and moving in this bohemian manner I decided to be a watcher as a first step ... leaving preachers side was not easy till I realized how easy it is to become a preacher ..... sell heaven with few words ... no wounder no one listened to me when I was a preacher .... but I have watched that repeating ... they kill ... call it a sacrifice and the following action is sanctity given to the crime and the dead body and people would kneel in silence .... till every dead is sacred and nothing left is sacred .... pathetic.

Sarcastic .... the companions we fear the most is the most loyal to us ... we fear mental battles while they are the most loyal companion in solitude, we fear comfort in death ... why do people fear death more than pain? .... why do people prefer treason of companionship to loyalty of all time mental battles? ..... in the end I am a dead one talking for alienation is no worse than death ..... death is being physically, socially, and mentally alienated .... but living alienated makes you feel how thrillful life is ... alienation is even worse than death ... for death gives you a giant family of aborted strangers in the mud ......

لست ملحداً لكن إيمانى مختلف إلاهكم هو إلاهى لكن إلاهى ليس إلاهكم ليست الخطيئه ما ذكرت فى الكتب لكن هو الشعور أن ما تفعله خطأ إن كان هناك أى كتاب سماوى أعظم شئناً من قيمة الأنسان فهو لا معنى له إن كان هناك أى كتاب سماوى يقيد حريتى فهو لا معنى له إن اكتشفت فى أواخر حياتى ان كل هذا وهم و أنتم الحقيقة المطلقة فأعلموا أنى لن أتنازل عن حقيقتى أنا متطرف لأن من يعتدل يظهر نصف الحقيقة أنا أصنع طريقى و مستقبلى إراد