Submitted by alaa on Tue, 2007-11-20 16:12.
The Revolution Continues...
THE CRAVING
It is every recovering heroin addict's nightmare, dream, and reality combined. I've been clean for at least 4 years now since my last and most horrible relapse, but never have I had a stronger heroin craving in my life... not even when I first quit...
For a about two weeks now, flashbacks, dreams, even a little hallucination where I see a combination of images and memories of things that happened, and things that didn't. I see blood filled syringes, I see people from the past, some of them dead and others alive.
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For a about two weeks now, flashbacks, dreams, even a little hallucination where I see a combination of images and memories of things that happened, and things that didn't. I see blood filled syringes, I see people from the past, some of them dead and others alive.
REVOLUTION IN DANGER
In my last post I had lost hope. But now it is regained. But hope is in danger.
We must not get into any type of congestion with the army. The military police are bitches of the old regime we all know that and they don't mind trying to instate anger at the army.
As for Shafik, he really needs to go. It's not personal with him. It wasn't even personal with Hosny Mubarak. It's about justice. Shafik was appointed by an overthrown president who is no more legitimate. Mubarak should not be immune from being tried for corruption and all types of crimes against humanity.
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We must not get into any type of congestion with the army. The military police are bitches of the old regime we all know that and they don't mind trying to instate anger at the army.
As for Shafik, he really needs to go. It's not personal with him. It wasn't even personal with Hosny Mubarak. It's about justice. Shafik was appointed by an overthrown president who is no more legitimate. Mubarak should not be immune from being tried for corruption and all types of crimes against humanity.
THE FUTURE OF EGYPT
Well This blog and this blogger are abstaining from blogging... Why? cuz it's not making a difference. You see, the future of Egypt is already decided by those who can enforce their vision on us, being the Egyptian people, regime, or government.
What we are going to see here is a struggle over power between America's favorite choice of president - Gamal Mubarak - and the Egyptian military's choice. Be it Omar Suleiman or even Chief of Staff Samy Anan - the Egyptian military's choice has one and only one condition - The president being a military man.
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What we are going to see here is a struggle over power between America's favorite choice of president - Gamal Mubarak - and the Egyptian military's choice. Be it Omar Suleiman or even Chief of Staff Samy Anan - the Egyptian military's choice has one and only one condition - The president being a military man.
YOU'RE DEAD ANYWAY - هاتموت هاتموت
So what do we learn from that whole Khalid Said thing? I believe that this story sets an example and in order for us to avoid similar fates we must all:
DEFINITION OF 'A HYPOCRITE'
Like democracy, hypocrisy means different things to different people.
The man I'm talking about told me 'Don't be a hypocrite... stop pretending'
ME? A Hypocrite?
Maybe... Only when I am nice to people at work for networking purposes who I'd really rather slit the throats of... Me? a Hypocrite?
Maybe... but only when I'm going on and on about the cuteness of a friend's baby while I'd rather just shove a cork in their non-mutable mouths...
But when I'm trying to protect my love? a hypocrite?
When I'm fighting an eternal war everyday against the temptations I face so I can stay on top of my struggle with addiction? I'm a hypocrite?
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The man I'm talking about told me 'Don't be a hypocrite... stop pretending'
ME? A Hypocrite?
Maybe... Only when I am nice to people at work for networking purposes who I'd really rather slit the throats of... Me? a Hypocrite?
Maybe... but only when I'm going on and on about the cuteness of a friend's baby while I'd rather just shove a cork in their non-mutable mouths...
But when I'm trying to protect my love? a hypocrite?
When I'm fighting an eternal war everyday against the temptations I face so I can stay on top of my struggle with addiction? I'm a hypocrite?
CHEARS TO FEARS COMING TRUE!
I'm sitting here thinking is it really that all my fears are coming true?
I'm not sure but to think that every little fear I've ever had since my life began is coming true is just torture.
Losing people is hard. Losing them because they stopped breathing or because they are no longer the person you knew doesn't make much of a difference. At the end of the day everybody a stranger.
Those who I lost to the ground and those who are withering away are the hardest to live without. Because you know they won't stay forever, or that they're gone and will never come back. Even those you love, you know it's temporary, we'll all die soon anyways.
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I'm not sure but to think that every little fear I've ever had since my life began is coming true is just torture.
Losing people is hard. Losing them because they stopped breathing or because they are no longer the person you knew doesn't make much of a difference. At the end of the day everybody a stranger.
Those who I lost to the ground and those who are withering away are the hardest to live without. Because you know they won't stay forever, or that they're gone and will never come back. Even those you love, you know it's temporary, we'll all die soon anyways.
WHERE IS ALL THE HASH?
Since this is pretty much the most open blog when it comes to discussing issues of drug abuse and addiction I guess it's only normal to bring to light an ongoing underground crisis that most people would never notice. But that's of course if you consider that most Egyptians are not Hash smokers.
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Love that's not pure...
Death, my only refugeFrom the woe that's on to meIt chases away my smilesAnd puts chains on me
Twice Earth makes it's turnAnd twice I thought around meBut actually it bent me overAnd suddenly screwed me
My heaven would be unlimited access to all informationMy heaven would have you in itPure and calm you'd be in itCompletely frank you'd be in it
But that would be my heavenMy hell is here alreadyMelting away my candlesBurning all my dreams
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Twice Earth makes it's turnAnd twice I thought around meBut actually it bent me overAnd suddenly screwed me
My heaven would be unlimited access to all informationMy heaven would have you in itPure and calm you'd be in itCompletely frank you'd be in it
But that would be my heavenMy hell is here alreadyMelting away my candlesBurning all my dreams
I QUIT MY JOB SO I CAN BLOG!
I am out. I handed in my resignation and did the handover and said goodbye to everyone. Even though it was the hardest decision of my life but it was the most crucial up to this point. My job wasn't 'just a job'. It was a life I had to give up, people I had to let go, health I had to conserve, and creativity I had to veil. My TV life is over and now I'm back for good. Back to blogging. And my goal: a better future." title="Atom feed">Site Feed
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